Well, I am not mad or anything. I understand I am completely stupid. Am I OC when it comes to reasons.
I can’t explain any further because I was advise not to do this. I even stop telling detailed stories to my closest friends.
The moment I select the sign out option I miss him already.
He will probably not be able to see this but I care for him so much.
I hope he’ll understand if I will be girly again for a moment but I don’t want to feel that everything is cool. This had happened a couple of times already. Until such time that both party will listen then everything will be in great harmony.
I will not think any negative actions regarding this.
I woke up around 3 AM because of this...(edited version)
A:Come on babe... both of us know what stage we are now... There's no turning back... Don't even think just for a second that I am not happy with you of course I am happy. Pareho nga tayong hindi na makapaghintay na makasama natin ang isa't isa habang buhay diba? I love you and I need you so please don't be like that... There's nothing wrong I promised...
B:babe... kung madali akong maasar baka dahil sa school yun o sa init pero hindi dahil sayo.
C:I am really sorry...
[I don't know if I am just too emotional, and the words above took my breath away. I know relationships are not always smooth sailing. What I am confuse about is the signal sent to me was not what he meant. Sometimes girls are always like this. What I want to stress out is though you love your girl so much it's not enough telling it to her, show it and once in a while don't forget to reassure her, though you might be busy most of the time and have more important things to do rather that looking out for her, she's your companion and possible lifetime partner. As early as now we need to learn to address things that may lead to serious misunderstanding... I never want to be apart from you and one thing I learn about this is that..... ANG BAGA KAPAG DI MO PAYPAYAN NAMAMATAY; KAPAG NASOBRAHAN NAGLILIYAB... baka pwede alternate...]
above all... he's my everything so this case is CLOSE. ♥
“You can’t stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it’s the best thing in the world. When you’re in a relationship and it’s good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete.”—